My name is Francesco Fadda, I am 43 years old and I was born in Nuoro. I have loved reading since I was young, devouring science fiction and spy stories. What happened to me seems to be part of the evolution of society as predicted in many of the books I have read. The control of the masses, of people's lives and tastes, seems to me to be the natural pursuit of our society as projected into the future. I studied at a scientific high school, where Latin, mathematics, and physics gave me an incredible foundation for learning new languages and seeing reality with a mindset based on facts rather than spirit. I had many friends from whom I learned a lot and with whom I have always remained close. My friendships and bonds are forever. I was sorry to exclude my ex-wife from the torture I have endured in recent years, but realizing from the beginning that she did not believe what was happening to me, I preferred to leave her unaware of these facts to allow her to enjoy her life while this organization was torturing me. I did not want her freedom to be burdened by these stories that will sooner or later affect her closely. I would like all my past and present acquaintances to be close to her when these attacks affect her. We are not to blame for what has happened to us or what will happen to us. We are and will remain victims of a society that no longer accepts confrontation, that wants immediate solutions without having to engage in dialogue, even at the cost of violence.
Fortunately, I have traveled extensively, lived with other cultures, and assimilated their ideas and customs. I have seen many different worlds every time I stepped off an airplane. I am fascinated by unfamiliar places, I am not afraid to talk to strangers, and I have always found a way to learn new things.
This latest research on nanotechnology in vaccines has amazed me and sparked some wild ideas, even going as far as utopian mass control in the near future. This isn't just technology created to solve my neighbors' problems. It's something that will be used for plans I can't even begin to imagine. You guys who will live in the future will find out.
I owe an infinite debt of gratitude to my parents, who raised me properly and made superhuman efforts to send me to university. They have been very close to me during these last few years of torture, and even though they never really understood how deep what I was going through was, they helped me in every way they could. Without them, I would have ended up under a bridge, probably hanging from a rope. Instead, it is also for them that I have fought all this time, so as not to abandon those who loved me.
In cancer, I found God's help, even though I don't believe in his existence. But at least he gave me a way out of this struggle fairly quickly. It would have been hard to fight and resist these Nazis for 10 years straight, considering their stubbornness and their rigor in following the plan they had set for themselves from the beginning.
I think I have shown courage over the years and have never given in to the idea of giving up. The thought of suicide has been in my head since I returned to Sardinia, but making life easier for my torturers has never appealed to me.
This gave me the idea of writing a diary with separate entries about what was happening to me. I couldn't help but tell such a big story.
I always wanted to write, but I never had the right idea, until life brought it to me from above. In fact, it was my neighbor who gave me the story.
I lived through these events with contempt for the pain and the consequences that resistance would entail. I'm pissed off because I have a degree in Communication Sciences, and I couldn't communicate with the only idiot I had to communicate with in my life. But that's also part of life and death.
I haven't missed out on anything during these years, I've always fulfilled my desires and always succeeded in what I wanted to do, so I'll probably also succeed in communicating this incredible story to the world. I'm optimistic to the end, even if this technology could paint a bleaker future.